Appy Beurzday tou iou...

Non, mais t'a déjà vu ça ? En pleine paix, il chante et puis crac, un bourre pif! Il est complètement fou ce mec. Mais moi, les dingues, j'les soigne. J'vais lui faire une ordonnance... et une sévère!... J'vais lui montrer qui c'est Raoul. Aux quat' coins d'Paris qu'on va l'retrouver éparpillé par petits bouts, façon Puzzle. Moi, quand on m'en fait trop, j'correctionne plus: j'dynamite...j'disperse....j'ventile.

(http://perso.club-internet.fr/dpallois/raoul.au)

Retour à la case départ?

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

(Blink 182 - Adam's song)

Je ne sais plus où j'en suis...où plus précisément, je sais exactement là où j'en suis. Toujours la même histoire...donner, ne rien recevoir.. Cependant, 0 regret, 0 remord, même si c'était couru d'avance. Cela fait quelques années que je ne me fait plus d'illusion sur l'égoïsme de mes contemporains. J'ai bien appris ma leçon, et ne suis pas prêt de l'oublier. Je savais donc consciemment ce que je faisais, je n'ai pas été utilisé ni exploité. Je n'ai pas trahi mes valeurs, et je n'ai pas changé.

C'est déjà ça.

Régression

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone

My shadows are the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows are the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows are the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

(Green Day/Boulevard of Broken Dreams - tiré de l'album "American Idiot", un album qui vaut le détour, qui s'éloigne des racines punk-rock mais qui gagne AMHA en densité)

(source photo: www.chambrenoire.com/themes/nuit/nuitad004.htm - © Christian Adnin)

In the end it doesn't even matter

Tanks on the streets
Confronting police
Bleeding the Plebs
Raging crowd
Burning cars
Bloodshed starts
Who'll be alive?!

Chaos A.D.
Army in siege
Total alarm
I'm sick of this
Inside the state
War is created
No man's land
What is this shit?!

REFUSE!
RESIST!
RESIST!

Chaos A.D.
Disorder unleashed
Starting to burn
Starting to lynch
Silence means Death
Stand on your feet
Inner fear
Your worst enemy

REFUSE!
RESIST!
REFUSE!
RESIST!

(Sepultura)

Quand on touche le fond, au moins ça fait un appui solide sur lequel s'appuyer...